Something shifted in me on June 27th.
After more than a decade of silence from my womb, my period returned—unexpectedly, unapologetically, and with a presence that could not be ignored. Not just for a day or two, but for a week now. This isn’t just biology… it feels like a sacred shedding, a sign that my divine feminine is finally breathing again.
For years, I lived in my masculine. Holding it all together. Hustling. Surviving. And somewhere along the way, my cycle vanished—maybe from the stress, maybe from the emotional burden I was carrying. But now… I’m softer. I’m more embodied. I feel more me.
This flow feels like a release of old grief and forgotten pain. Like my womb is flushing out the remnants of past versions of me—traumas, silences, compromises, things I thought I had already let go. But I hadn’t. Not fully.
And now, my body is doing what my spirit has already begun:
Letting go.
Lately, I’ve also felt incredibly tired. Not just physically—but mentally, emotionally, energetically. It’s like my soul has been working overtime at night. I go to bed, but my mind is still talking—to someone, somewhere. Maybe in dreams. Maybe in spirit.
I wake up tired, even after hours of sleep. There’s this buzzing sensation in the air. Frequencies shifting. Portals opening. Resonance rising. I feel it in my bones and behind my eyes.
And tonight… of all nights, he reached out. Kyle sent a song.
“You’re Not Alone.”
A song. A message. A thread pulling at a part of me I promised I wouldn’t go back to. I haven’t spoken to him since I set my final boundary on June 16th.
But even in the temptation to respond, I remembered:
I am not alone. I am becoming. I am sovereign.
So I’m honoring where I am.
The sacred bleeding.
The exhaustion.
The pull to stay soft, but strong.
The desire to rest, not escape.
The wisdom in my body.
The clarity in my soul.
And when it all feels overwhelming, I whisper to Spirit:
“Return any energy that is not mine. Close all doors not aligned with my highest good. I am safe. I am sovereign.”
And I sleep, not to escape—but to rise again.
✨ Affirmations from the Body & the Soul:
- “I honor this flow as sacred. I release all that no longer belongs in my womb, my heart, and my spirit.”
- “I am safe to sleep. I surrender to rest. Let all messages wait until morning.”
- “I return any energy that is not mine. I close all energetic doors that are not aligned with my highest good. I am safe. I am sovereign.”
🕊️ I am not alone in my awakening.
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With love & magic, 🦋♥️
Jenn SHEr The Divine Muse
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